Friday, September 12, 2008
11:51 PM
Lifes a hurdle you must oppose...
How long has it been since my last update ? Well who cares. Considering my everlasting school journey, and on going career path as well as a huge circle of friends; its good enough that im updating as often as this. If you're interested to read this post, let me warn you first. It's gonna be a long update about my recent happenings.
Here it goes.
Starting of with N levels. Two papers are solely over and thank god i could do it well enough. It was really the outrageous nervous feeling when you standing outside the examination hall waiting for the chief examiner to call the candidates in. Besides the fast pumping of my heart and furious perspiration oozing out moisturizing every single inch of my body. However, once i got seated and started doing the paper, i was treating it like a normal examination. On a heavier note, it has been very challenging in school to keep up the pace teachers are setting. Goodness!
Next up comes a situation...
" Drop fries! Service in! "
"Bump order!"
"Follow ultra high!"
"Run counter"
"Thank you see you again!"
"Counter crew, peak service, HUSTLE!"
All this phrase has been in be for rather about 2 years. I have been thinking about it and it has somehow made a impact in my life. Leaving the store sooner or later would be rather a challenge for me. Though i find it really irritating that the crew here are always giving me a headache and all, they're somehow still in me. I keep thinking on how to improve the store, train crew to crew leader and so on.
Frankly, i still prefer to train my dear irwan and wilson compared to you know who. I just find both of them more capable of holding that designation. I don't know how they're gonna do in CKN5 when im away. Im gonna miss the times where i get to smile and laugh together as store putting all the political issues aside. But, i i say i have no problem in the store then id be lying. I definitely face a lot of difficulties and problems in the store. However, i still enjoy the atmosphere and all my regular customers. It is true that i am suppose to be happy to be facing a whole lot of exposure and a new designation at another store, but now it makes me think twice. I contradict my own feelings and i don't know how it works. I really hope i get a chance to work with everyone and feel good before my confirmation of leaving. I'd break into tears, i know.
Besides....
After a really long time i got to talk to my bestie a few days back. I got to tell him what i feel and whatever that's inside me. I was sad its true. However, he gave me hope that we'd sit down to settle things. I am really happy to be talking to him after a long time....
RICHIE KOH ZHONG YONG. I MISS YOU!!!! Next up is about the step of new people in my life. I wanna thank my
ADIK IRWAN & ADIK AFIQ for being great people around me and cheering up whenever i needed them. They keep me driving and also smiling whenever im down. However, no special treatment at work or whatsoever. Irwan have been cheering me up and god knows how i got close to him. I do worry about him every now and then. Who knows, a always smiling person has his own set of problems too. Afiq has been real nice too. He's like always there and i find it a routine to talk to him. God knows how i got close to him also though. His smiles and cries are always beneath me which id always remember.
Next is
WILSON! He is a great friend, colleague and motivation for me to keep pushing my training of Crew leader. He is very eager to learn and is always around me with his bubbly attitude. PS: Thanks for featuring me in your blog.
Lastly, i miss my best friend. Shes been gone lately. She's abandon me and gone over to her comfort zone. AGAIN. idk if whats in her blog is going out to me, but i sill do care and love her.
Quote for today: i may look strong and bold whenever all of you see me but trust me, i have my own weakness and tears you know.
Bye peeps!!! Take good care of yourself and spread some love!!! Thanks for anticipating your time at my blog!