Tuesday, June 10, 2008

11:48 PM

Let me love you..

My tears stroll down my cheeks just like the raindrops hitting against the ground. No denial, i miss my colours. I miss my abg sham and kak ana so much more than i miss anyone else. I really do. I'm lying to myself. I'm acting as if i'm okay. I'm laughing my ass off everyday with tears in my eyes. I look at people with tears in my eyes, as though im yawning or something. Can somebody tell me i'm okay?

To whom it may concern.

Yes, that whole day with you was really adorable and fun! With so much fun, i did break down at home. I miss how much we used to be so close. I miss how we were. Basically, i miss you. I broke down like god knows how. I couldn't stand it. It's different. Everyone's moving away from me. I can feel it. This is killing me.

To whom it may concern.

It's been ages since you came to see me. And frankly my heart is breaking into smaller pieces each time i hear your name. Because im missing you too much. I miss how close we were. Me, you and that someone. But now, things are so much different. I cry every single night in silence. Just because i miss you.. Take me back into your arms will you ?

Oh crap,i feel so terrible. I miss them. But only god knows how i feel.
Ya allah, make me strong please ?
Amin.

*Myself

Apparently, like what one of my love always point out to me. People use this space to brag about how great god's creation is or telling the world how much they detest their own race or religion or even start whining about how much they hate their ugly girlfriend or boyfriend. I find it rather weird though. If that's the case, it defeats the title man! How saddening to see them use illiterate brans with no enzyme juices to be squeezed out because it seems to be typical man! Gosh! Anyhow, judge me for yourself.

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

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