Wednesday, February 20, 2008

10:59 PM

wheeeee!

to the one who made my life filled with colourful colors!

hey there! once again i thank you sooo much!
for everything. but i begin to start fearing already.
you wont be like the others will you ?
you won't leave me in an instant right ?
you won't just go away right ?

we'd be like this always constantly right ?
we wont wither just like all those flowers i see right ?
i just can't seem to tell you this but its true.
deep down inside i only think of you to turn to.
but each time i wanna confide into you, i'm afraid
you'd be treating me just like how they all did
just like how they all left.
just like how they all want to leave.
just like how everything went wrong.

you wont walk away will you ?
you'd be honest and not talk behind my back right?
you won't stop the trackmill will you ?
its like everytime i feel the pillar crushing down i think of you and i swear!
i won't take the blow if you were to suddenly go missing .
i swear.
i really mean it.
you won't do that to me right ?
you've been there from the start and always kept my fuel running.
you will bring me through life right ?

you won't take another knife to cut right through me will you ?
am i thinking too much ?
am i disturning you too much ?
or is my phobia the one that's disturbing me too much ?

i really hope nothing of the past will re-happen.

afterall, thanks soo much for being right beside me not physically but mentally, emotionally. you're far away from me in physical terms but already a part of my heart deep down inside. and i'd never lose another friend. i hope! it's all in your hands bro.

and it's great having a elder brother figure. if only i had that elder bro in my life... but i've found one who makes me just the same way like it was years ago. thanks!

lastly, I LOVE YOU LAR HEY! DONT WALK OUT WILL YOU!

*Myself

Apparently, like what one of my love always point out to me. People use this space to brag about how great god's creation is or telling the world how much they detest their own race or religion or even start whining about how much they hate their ugly girlfriend or boyfriend. I find it rather weird though. If that's the case, it defeats the title man! How saddening to see them use illiterate brans with no enzyme juices to be squeezed out because it seems to be typical man! Gosh! Anyhow, judge me for yourself.

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

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