Monday, December 24, 2007

7:40 PM

hurt-ed;

Theres nothing i could say to you. Nothing i could ever do,
To make you see... What you mean to me...
All the pain and tears i cried. Still you never said goodbye,
and now i know... How far you'd go...
And if i let you down. id turn it all around...
Next time i'll never let you go...

All this time... I really cared and showered everything to them. I miss them too much. And after much thoughts, its seems like my thought might be true... Did i care too much ? Did all the things i say was wrong ? Was i just too close to them ?

They really meant the world to me. I never regretted knowing them.... Its hurting... I miss their presence... It still lingers. Are these tears worth crying ?

I still remember how touched and happy i was having them in my life. Nights are passing without a reason for me to smile. I remember sitting by the river smiling, laughing and crying together. The atmosphere was the best ever. To hear them say how much they treasure me... And how much i meant to them... All i ever asked for was the best for them and thats all. But i guess even though i went through it all, i am just going overboard... Perhaps...

I gathered all memories and told myself, id be waiting for the time things would get better. I dowant to be clearing up the mess because im afraid it might get worst. And the hardest part of everything is leaving you guys...

Sumtymes on life u gotta think about the things you say. Maybe when you say somethings you gotta decide if you;re sincere about it. Cuz after all, its your deep thoughts that matter. Theres too many questions i can never answer when im in this condition. Oh well...

I recieve no goodnight greetings anymore... I dont recieve the same treatment... Just what happened and this oculd be this way. Cause i cant let you go and thats why i brood over this. I wish you understood how much i need you. But i just cant let you know.

Just whats enough for you ? Its the thing that means everything. How i wish i didnt have to go through this. I hate how much i nid you. Cos im afraid of losing you.... I thought you said you dowant to lose me. I thought you said you cant afford to lose me ? I see no light and no sense of secure. Just what are you trying to do and make me feel ??

I hope id just go through all this and be the one who gains out of iit in the end...

whatever it is i miss them and lovethem to ther core....

save me from this darkness please?

*Myself

Apparently, like what one of my love always point out to me. People use this space to brag about how great god's creation is or telling the world how much they detest their own race or religion or even start whining about how much they hate their ugly girlfriend or boyfriend. I find it rather weird though. If that's the case, it defeats the title man! How saddening to see them use illiterate brans with no enzyme juices to be squeezed out because it seems to be typical man! Gosh! Anyhow, judge me for yourself.

Monday, December 24, 2007

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