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Tuesday, December 18, 2007


11:35 PM

dissapointment..
What did i do to ever ever to let you dissapoint me ? To hide things from me ? To keep it as a secret from me ?

I thought i always told you guys that i am approachable and that you guys can always tell me anything. Though i might me angry, sad and dissapointed... Doing this makes me sooo much dissapointed... Seriously.... It's too hurting... I thought i always treated you guys like gems ?I though i always carried you guys and made you guys my priority and put you guys before me ?

What made you two hide this from me ? I have EVERY rights to know about this and you guys hid it from me ? How scared and worried can i get ? How do you expect to ever trust you guys in future ??

You did act in front of me as though nothing happened??? How hurt can i get? You made me broke into tears you knowww ????

Im gonna wait and let's see how long you're gonna keep things from me... I always tell people to tell the things they are suppose to tell me before i find out about it myself... Just what do you think i am ? A DOLL???!!!

Why did you ever have to keep it from mee ??
Now what do you ever expect me to do ? Just shut up and watch and let you be???

When we started out, we were just mere acquaintance... You entered the MTL room and asked if i was there for detention... Then slowly... we became close and best buddies. Then one day your bestie entered our friendship... We three became buddies. Slowly another entered. Now we all are close. What gave you the reason to keep it from me ?

You think it might keep things better ?? It hurts me alot okayyyy! i swear!

i went through alot just for you guys sia.. Im really hurt sia.... I leave it to you guys ah. If you guys think that you need to tell me, then go ahead lahh. But if not, then nevermind lahh. i leave it up to you guys ahh...

IM NOT A DOLL AH! stop it lahh! im too kind isit ? i trust you all too much isit ? haizz.... you all uh ... seriously ahh. im dumb founded and i dunnoe how to express this feeling of hurt siaa.... up to you guys ahh...

Till here..

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Apparently, like what one of my love always point out to me. People use this space to brag about how great god's creation is or telling the world how much they detest their own race or religion or even start whining about how much they hate their ugly girlfriend or boyfriend. I find it rather weird though. If that's the case, it defeats the title man! How saddening to see them use illiterate brans with no enzyme juices to be squeezed out because it seems to be typical man! Gosh! Anyhow, judge me for yourself.

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