Monday, November 26, 2007

1:51 PM

parents!

Have you guys ever thought of leaving your parents when your parents restrict you guys from doing something ?

Well, my friend just koled me crying because his parents were forcing him to cancel all plans and follow her to malaysia. On the phone, he was crying badly and was sorta releasing his anger. He was saying " Sometimes i wished i did not have a mum like this."

I told him it was not right to say all this. If you were to think about it. In a way or other, your mum didn't want things to be this way also. They did not ask for things like this to happen. They did not ask for their kids to say all this. All they asked for was a good proper kid. That was all. Why will things like this be a wish for them. Ain't i right ?

I know sometimes when you feel that ego level is right up there, and you can't be bothered to tone it down, you'd shoot whatever you want to people. However, at times this IS the situation that gets you into small troubles that you may have not realised.

I can't do anything except listening to his cries and comforting him to make him feel better. Now, i cancelled all plans and am heading back to work. I really hope nothing else might rake up though im still kinda worried. Am i just too tensed up ?

I realy guess that i worry too much. That's because i hold a responsibility that i will never want to lose. I love them! & i'd never deny that factual reality. Even if i were to deny it, everyone knows that im just doing it to fake it or smth ?

Whatever that happens now or later, it still means everything to me. As long as i am breathing, id do as much as i can to make them feel loved. Guess that's what i can hope for. I'd make them feel loved so much that they'd never forget me. That's me!

It's sad. So sad. A sad situation that i am getting more and more worried in return. As i listen to songs that soothe my heart, i feel a burning sensation in my heart. Regretting the fact that i didn't do anything to alot of people who needed my help. All i did was to just listen to their cries and comfort them. Though its the firthest i could go in certain situations, how about other ?

Make sense doesn't it ? Haiz. What painful thoughts... I pray hard for everyone to be happy always!

Till here!

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Apparently, like what one of my love always point out to me. People use this space to brag about how great god's creation is or telling the world how much they detest their own race or religion or even start whining about how much they hate their ugly girlfriend or boyfriend. I find it rather weird though. If that's the case, it defeats the title man! How saddening to see them use illiterate brans with no enzyme juices to be squeezed out because it seems to be typical man! Gosh! Anyhow, judge me for yourself.

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