Thursday, July 12, 2007

7:44 PM

life is so mean and full of tears....

Hey there guys. I know i've been missing for quite sometime. I have rather busy with school, work and everything else. Just before i update my life with all of you, i would to tell you blog readers that this entry might be a bit too long so bear with me ya ??

School has been rather fine. Have been catching up with what i missed though i am still struggling. Too much commitments is a bad thing too. What a thing to say! Work has been the same. No changes. Though GST made macdonalds even richer thanks to increase in all the extra value meals and stuffs like that. Only the great daily saver's meal is still the same old $1.50 and $2.00. And what is and what nots... Let's not talk about money shall we?? Everyone's craving for money considering in the era we are living in right now.

Let's go in deeper in school. Today dance practice has started. It was more of fun compared to anything else. A bit of silat pratice. I have got a sudden fetish over ganda. Please don't ask me why. It was kind of productive for a day's work. This time has new dancers. Let's see how it goes.

Oh well, recently i have been involved in TV Commercial and its kinda fun though it takes alotta effort to make your way through to the final product. Yup it is true. Through sour experiences, the sweet fruit will bear.

I have been thanking god to have a great brother and great friends who i treat like my family. There were rough patches between me and my bro. From then till now, things seem to be different. It's like before our quarrell, we used to appreaciate each other much more but now it seems so much different. Id just let god decide. I <3 u.

Shahrul and lulu have been great people too. I miss them loads. Though i got to see lulu today! weeee! not shahrul. =((. i am a bit upset with him because i heard some bad news today from his friends. hmmmmm.

Been missing so much people actually. One of the many will be my beloved bunch of friends who seem to be forgetting me now. I guess they know who they are. They've been talking about me and it hurts. You guys might be thinking, let it hurt me. but you're wrong. You don't make me realise by that way. You don't make me realise by avoiding me. by not talking to me. I know exactly where you guys are heading and guess what ? Go ahead if you want. Oh well i have been doing so much for all of you guys. I guess ONE PERSON from all of you tries very hard to understand me. But it hurts. Damn badly. I cry thinking why i am so stupid being me. I cry thinking why i am so dumb to sacrifise alot. I have never forgotten u guys. Ok i have changed. We can talk. What wrong with me and everything. I leave it to all of you. Talking behind my back doesn't help. Up to u guys lar!

I have had enough. Off i go you guys. Take care and i will try to update soon.BYE!

*Myself

Apparently, like what one of my love always point out to me. People use this space to brag about how great god's creation is or telling the world how much they detest their own race or religion or even start whining about how much they hate their ugly girlfriend or boyfriend. I find it rather weird though. If that's the case, it defeats the title man! How saddening to see them use illiterate brans with no enzyme juices to be squeezed out because it seems to be typical man! Gosh! Anyhow, judge me for yourself.

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