Thursday, May 17, 2007

9:09 PM

today......

How much more can i say my day sucked.
Results sucked.
Day sucked.

But at least i got to meet my dearest missed person, ADI!
YAY-ness!

Besides, i am rather dissapointed with two people. How far more can it suck ?

To my dearly loved _______:

Why are you keeping this from me ?
Why do you keep telling me you want to be alone first ?
Why do you keep making me worry ?
Why are you going through things so terrible ?

Seriously, i am not angry. I am just plain worried.
You know i am. You sound really terrible on the phone.
Please don't put me through this will you ?
I don't want things to go wrong again .
Remember, we love each other ?

I told you i wont treat you like what ___ fucka did.
i swear! i promise!
i knew the meaning of brother when you taught me.
When you cared for me.

When you wiped away my tears.
When you always lift me up with your warm, tight hug.
When you always make me laugh and entertain me.
When you always hangout with me and pamper me.
It makes me feel like im your flesh and blooded brother.
We said we'd be there for each other right ?

You even promised me things were going to be the same if you left kranji.
Each time i cried, you will always ask me not to and shower me with all your laughters.
When you were angry with the deeds i did, you punched me.
But after that, you even asked me to hug you and you told me not to do it again.
I love you for not only who you are or what you are.
I love you because you are you.

This is not to tell the world that i love you and treasure you.
It is to tell you that i am worried about you whenever you tell me that you want to be left alone first.
I hear this difference in your voice when you said please.
Thats the reason why i agreed.

I am gonna be calling you in half an hours time,
i am so worried that i am blogging in between. I pray you'd be okay.
Please know that i am still here aites ?

This is for you.

How pure can the word love sound.
As i hear this music in heart, it purifies me.
Its a devined feeling.
I opened to door of my heart and let you in just because you soothe me.
LOVE can just lay a finger on you and you can be blind, lame, happy etc.
My heart will go on for you and my pulse will beat on for you.
All those moments you gave me i thank you for.
You're here and theres nothing i fear.
We'll stay forever this way.
You'd be forever this way.

Im done for today.!
Johnstens bdae cuming!
WOOHOOO!
BYE!

*Myself

Apparently, like what one of my love always point out to me. People use this space to brag about how great god's creation is or telling the world how much they detest their own race or religion or even start whining about how much they hate their ugly girlfriend or boyfriend. I find it rather weird though. If that's the case, it defeats the title man! How saddening to see them use illiterate brans with no enzyme juices to be squeezed out because it seems to be typical man! Gosh! Anyhow, judge me for yourself.

Thursday, May 17, 2007

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