Tuesday, May 01, 2007

8:07 PM

just what is happening ?

Just what is happening to the me?? I was looking out of the window and this is what i saw.

I saw a group of people at the void deck... One wearing a pink t-shirt, another with red and black striped shirt holding a guitar, another with a soccer jersey, another with a black jacket. They all were people i miss so much. I was watching the one in red and black striped shirt playing the guitar with body movements while the rest were singing swaying their body... It was a moment when i felt so happy seeing all of them together. It was so happy that i started crying. Not long later, i heard a alarm clock ring. I did not expect it to be a dream.

Anti climatic right ? I agree. See, i agree that i miss these people. I just needed to know what is this dream about ? Is this really my life ? Have they finally thought it through ? Does it really lie with me ? Are they worth my thoughts ? Are they worth my tears? Are they people who'd never leave my heart ? Or is this just a feeling im feeling ? Am i suffering from any syndrome that makes me feel like this ?

Is this something to facilitate our _________ ? Is it just a test from god ? Is it just letting go of hands ? Is this something to end up seeing me dying ? Just what conclusion do people want ? Am i being egoistic ? Haven't i toned down ? Is this life? Or does it have any other meaning to this ?

Anyway.....

Today work was tiring. Breakfast hours were rather a tiring chore i had to complete. Just after that, i realised a mess at the counter. I got so fed up. Some people did not know how to clean the mess then go for break. It really got me so pissed. After that, i had to go for outdoor party with tommy as a topcat of course. I met this cute little pie who stays near me. He was so super cute that i got so attracted to him. I just simply love his hair. So cute cute cute cute till cannot cute already.

Overall, work was so tiring. I have yet to do CLDP and get myself verified on stations. After the exams i am so gonna rush through my SOCs. With the aid of Johnsten and Yi Peng of course. I just can't simply accept the fact that there's just so much to study !!

That;s about it for now.

that somebody was so busy that that person only replied me word for word at msn. =((. teehees. hey you! i realised it okk!

BYE PEOPLE! take care.

keep those tag rolling in.

BYE!

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Apparently, like what one of my love always point out to me. People use this space to brag about how great god's creation is or telling the world how much they detest their own race or religion or even start whining about how much they hate their ugly girlfriend or boyfriend. I find it rather weird though. If that's the case, it defeats the title man! How saddening to see them use illiterate brans with no enzyme juices to be squeezed out because it seems to be typical man! Gosh! Anyhow, judge me for yourself.

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

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