Tuesday, April 03, 2007

9:06 PM

messed up;

Now that i have cooled down, i guess i am more liable to blog about the oh-so-many-things in my head.

Here's my thoughts going out to someone whom i guess i've just lost.

I can't picture you in my head, how strong my love for you is.
Only god knows my solemn and sincere wish to be forever with you.
Day by day i feel that my love for you is getting deeper.
I have never hated you even though you have hurt me.

Don't you go and leave me here all alone.
I am not willing to let you go.
How will it be when i miss u ?
Where do i go to pamper myself.
I swear upon god that i love you.
My tears are all back.
How else can i prove you my sincere love ?
What else do you want ?
Isn't my sacrifises enough ?
Hopefully you'd know my feelings,
how my love for you is.
When my heart is starting to feel,
its not easy to forget.
Let me be like this.
Im willing to look forward for your return.

This love is from deep within.
It's not purposely forced.
Once i am sicere,
for all my life it will be.

Now that im walking life alone like i used to, i am just reflecting back those words my friends told me when they told me that we'd be there for each other. When they said i was great and didnt want to let me go. When they were even willing to beg on their knees. But now i see those words untrue. I hope this mess will soon be ironed out.

*Myself

Apparently, like what one of my love always point out to me. People use this space to brag about how great god's creation is or telling the world how much they detest their own race or religion or even start whining about how much they hate their ugly girlfriend or boyfriend. I find it rather weird though. If that's the case, it defeats the title man! How saddening to see them use illiterate brans with no enzyme juices to be squeezed out because it seems to be typical man! Gosh! Anyhow, judge me for yourself.

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

*Myself

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*SORROW