Monday, April 30, 2007

9:52 PM

is life like this ?

Just as these fingers touches the piano, it starts playing a piano piece that it creeps through my heart someway or other. I tell myself that i must not give in to any problems to break me down but somehow it affects me so much that i break down.

As i type this, tears are rolling down my cheek. Thinking of those times it makes me go bonkers. It plays over and over agian... Memories i can't erase keep playing. Tears keep rolling. When i get this pain in my head, i realise it all comes back. Everything. Each time i sit, i walk, i sing, i type it reminds me of how we used to be. Memories yet again.

What else can i do ? I just have to shut up and be myself. I just have to shut up and give in. I just have to shut up and be mature. People screaming at me like military camp i shut up and say it's my fault.

Haizz. Thank gawd i had someone to confide into just in time. Though he was tired.

And that person is WEE ZI JUN JOHNSTEN! Thanks alot again. I owe you alot! Thanks for just listening or rather reading those crap i was typing. May god bless you. It's hard to come by people like you. THANKS!

i guess im done. BYE!

*Myself

Apparently, like what one of my love always point out to me. People use this space to brag about how great god's creation is or telling the world how much they detest their own race or religion or even start whining about how much they hate their ugly girlfriend or boyfriend. I find it rather weird though. If that's the case, it defeats the title man! How saddening to see them use illiterate brans with no enzyme juices to be squeezed out because it seems to be typical man! Gosh! Anyhow, judge me for yourself.

Monday, April 30, 2007

*Myself

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