Saturday, April 07, 2007

9:21 PM

apologies;

Apologies to all readers who have been anticipating in my blog entries which i have not been updating for quite sometime. Well, what do you expect from someone who even have got no rest time for himself. I was sick and was busy with work which has been always occupying all those small little break time. It barely gives me time to breathe. Drop that.

See, i was away from the blogger world for quite sometime and i realised, i had a whole lot of updates of entries to read. I read, Updated myself. Somehow, some entries hurt me too.

To _____________.

What i read hurt me. What i heard hurt me. What you said hurt me. How you acted hurt me. All these is what you don't know.

What i know is much of what you don't know. What i feel is rahter much of what that you don't feel. What i see you're doing is much of what i'm doing. I have been always telling that but if you bother to give it a thought, you would be surprised to find it true.Hey, you just don't know how i feel. It's actually okay. It's time you move on to find someone who u think would make a TRUE friend to you. If you can find someone better or like me,come to me and let me know. orite ?
Why bother living in this thin line of string ? Just leave me alone and you'll know what im talking about. You'll know what's life without me. Since things changed when you had a guy then live on with a guy. I'd see how far you'd go and sile along.

Let's forget this alright ?

These past few days have been rather a sick one. Cos im sick! urgh! Have been busy with work and really tired because of that. That's the reason i say i have a pre-occupied schedule. Which people in my life don't realise.

RIDERS FROM CK__.

you guys were so lucky that i handed over MDS to yan xia the other day. Or else, you would have seen what that name tag was stating. That CREW LEADER word means screaming at the top of the voice to you guys right ? I would have done that but thank gawd i handed over to yan xia. Please go and check out what is your job scope.

Work life is rather stressing and makes you a stronger person somehow. Physically, mentally and emotionally. Yupp. In all ways i am tired. VERY.

It's time i face reality that _____ & ______ are outta my life. So there's nothing called _______ in my dictionary no more. You decided it and chose it. I can see you two avoiding me. Stop putting up an act. Just tell me on my face.

I dug my own grave in this situation. And im gonna iron things out MYSELF. I MEAN myself. and no one is gonna step little bit into it.

i saw you eyeing at me and was looking for that smile of mine. What you didnt realise was my tears. I came out smiling because there was YOU!

All thanks to JOHNSTEN who brighten up my day at work today. THANKS !

I guess that's all i gotta blog about.
Takkaire people.
BYE!

*Myself

Apparently, like what one of my love always point out to me. People use this space to brag about how great god's creation is or telling the world how much they detest their own race or religion or even start whining about how much they hate their ugly girlfriend or boyfriend. I find it rather weird though. If that's the case, it defeats the title man! How saddening to see them use illiterate brans with no enzyme juices to be squeezed out because it seems to be typical man! Gosh! Anyhow, judge me for yourself.

Saturday, April 07, 2007

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