Friday, March 16, 2007
9:24 PM
yet to hear you say.
It may be love, friends, school, family, work
or anything else that can make you feel H-U-R-T.
A simple four lettered word which can keep you
in ponderous thoughts that never seem to end.
In may come in all forms and sized
from different aspects of life.
When things didn't turn out right,
people were acting like everything was fine.
A fact they didn't know was that i was HURT.
That same four letter word in fact.
I have to agree that no matter what happens,
when my friends come to meet me acting like nothing happened,
i can't help it but to just play along.
How can i just push aside that innocent look that
directly plays a chemistry to my eye.
That connection.
How can i just bear to scream at them.
How would they ever realise that i was hurt.
Yet again, the same old four letter word.
Now,let's change our shoes and put ourselves in their shoe.
When they have anger or hatred against me,
they can't be bothered but to just flare up and scream at me.
I would just have to smile and say:- it is my fault.
I was telling myself that
if i were to have a bestfriend,
i would treasure him/her dearly and lever let him/her go.
Which possibly gets me thinking.
Cos i am still searching for someone who'd really be true to their word.
and be there for me.
a shoulder to lean.
a ear to listen.
all just for me.
how i wish,
i wish.
But that's not the point.
All of us agree that this is the point of life that
we search for our souls.
the soul searching period.
What you never expect would happen.
The most dangerous place is the most safest place.
That's how things goes.
Before i end this post,
i wanna thank
NOOR JALIAH.
for the outing today.
had fun.
thanks alot !
and of course for HUDA and ZUL for making my day.
thanks alot you guys.
though i dunt knoe if things are better, or will get better or just leaving things this way acting like nothing ever happened.can i say im ending here ?
that's all.
BYE!