Wednesday, March 28, 2007
7:31 PM
who am i to you ?
just who am i to you ? I know where i stand. That's the ultimate reason why i did not wish you _______ . Though i ended up doing so, i sort of regretted it because of that sacarstic smile i got from some people. Who cares ? im just myself. Anyway,
We're performing at Crescent Girls School this saturday; Which prolly, brought so much confusion to the teachers. All thanks to my mistakes and DUMB acts.
I wanna apologise to Ms Karen Wong and Ms Geraldine Tang.
Im super dumb. Its my fault, that's true. Im somebody who's nobody in people's life.
School, wasn't much of an entertainment source. It was rather hectic i could say. Teachers are starting to hate me. It's obvious isn't it ? Do i care ? Suspend me for all i care . I can't be bothered. Saves me a whole lot of hastle. I dun't have to take school as huge burden out of my salary.
Had dance after school as per usual. The tiring routine of begging for a radio from one teacher to another was taken care of today. I had my dearest nuraini to bring hers to school which is of much help.
Before i move on, early in the morning, i already got scolding from teachers because we are irresponsible and all stuffs. GOSH! My horoscope also told me that i was going to have a hard time today but i will finish work by the end of the day. To even find that true ?!
As i was saying, during dance, i got other teachers wanting to clarify things with me. And we did. I'm somehow happy about it though yet at another point of view dissapointed ? I agree to a large extend that it's somehow not abiding the rules but what can i say. They're people who so much hold a bigger athourity compared to me .
I got back down to see them rehearse and i swear i couldn't hold it any longer. I was talking to kak athirah and i broke down already. I ran to the toilet for a moment. I didn't know what to do. I just felt that, im doing all i can for the dance and RIK isn't showing that they want this really badly. I am utterly dissapointed.
I got rather pissed off when i heard sacarstic remarks from audiences. I've always hated it but i was not in a good mood today so i was shooting all i have in mind. im sorry people.
After dance, i found my other CDs missing. CRAP! i find that stupid. people can even steal CDs ?? Pathetic is all i can say.
I was so stressed up with everything in my head. I was at McD when i talked to reza about some stuffs. I guess, at least he knows im not invisible. Well, reza dunt worry. I will not leave u in the lurch. Aites ?
See, recently i guess im on could 9. Which is fake at a certain point of view too. teehees.
In overall, after much thoughts, today my day sucked. =((. but still im running on the track.
Catch you guys soon.
BYE!