Tuesday, March 13, 2007
12:14 PM
Life.
I just seem to find it weird when people
starts saying i got nothing to blog about.
Well, though im one of them,
nowadays i guess im developing my readership
in people's blog.
Let's move on.
Maybe when i stated
that everyone has felt it one way or another.
Losing a friend,
Losing a boyfriend/girlfriend,
Losing a parent,
Losing somebody important
I start to realise it's probably true yet untrue.
Some people want to lose them delibrately.
But what i was trying to put across was
when you don't want to lose somebody important
and you ended up losing.
so please get it clear.
I find it ironic as i can't seem to move on
but yet i am not turning back to look what has happened
over and over again.
I am just sitting on the ground after i've injured myself.
Not even getting up to see and face the world
and just move on.
The thoughts in my head are all coming to one conclusion.
They are hoping that someday things would be the same.
If this is what it takes for him/her to know that i care,
then i really don't know what else to say.
But to just let out a breath of dissapointment.
When all this while,
i just asked you to share secrets with me.
Well, that's what all friends do.
They want to share all things in common or variances.
And yet he/she says that he/she has something inside
to let go to others.
Well then, am i an invincible figure standing next to you ?
Or rather, who stood next to you all this while,
standing next to you at all odds,
will stand next to you no matter what happens.
I don't quite get what you're trying to do .
I don't really know and grab a hand of your motive.
I've got evidence.
It is not to purposely show to the world
that i'm so crazy and stupid to be doing this.
But i am more than daring to show how much i was suffering
without you by my side.
To show i appreaciate you as my friend.
Or rather as my bro/sis.
It is planted it my heart and buried.
No one would take this away.
This repetation of song
can make me nod my head to the beat
and make my snychronisation perfect.
When every morning after my bath,
i look into the mirror for my appearence
and i still remember my own phrase.
When i said that you loved mirrors so much.
He/she, loved mirror such in a way
whenever he/she saw mirrors he/she wouls stop there
to take a look.
That is self acceptance.
To know that he/she is good looking within him/herself.
I like that.
All i want as my birthday present
is for me to get a tight hug and get whispers on my ears
"things like wont happen again".
It might put me to tears.
But it would be tears of joy.
Thoughts of how i suffered would just haunt me
after these words whispered into my ears.
But it's okay.
I would definitely remember that moment and
would never let go of that hug.
Well, all in all.
I find the four lettered world L-I-F-E
a very possesive word.
Just a four letter word can make thing go upside down
and right in place with just a snap of finger.
Yet, a long word such as extravaganza,
It looks,sounds huge like a bomb.
That word is possesive , not compared to the four letter word.
Lesson learnt ?
IM OUT!
Labels: Life's like that.