Thursday, March 22, 2007
8:41 PM
let me bleed;
I'm used to this daily routine i guess.where i stare into blank space when im alone.Im used to _______ in front of my computer nowadays.I find it kind of dumb when you're bitching about someone,
and you say that person's name so loudly to find him/her standing right behind you.
Then your heart would be praying "Please tell me he/her did not hear .."
Oh well, i realise this happens. It's frequent i can say. Anyway...
Have you realised sometimes, things will look fine in people's life but you have not seen the inside of oneself.
There was once i was counselling one of my cases, i realised he was a great person. Smiling, jovial, bouncy and stuffs. Not till i realised he had a whole lot bunch of things to tell me.
It's great to see great actors in singapore. He was one of them. He'd release all his energy in the counselling room but so jovial in school with his friends. This definitely shows that he is actingin front of his friends to show he's alright. Friendship must've affected him alot.
Friendship actually plays a huge part of oneself. It's is just like a hourglass. If the hourglass finished sanding, the friendship is done and over with. Out of a 100 perhaps 20 would break out of the glass and last forever. How constraining...
Have you ever wondered why god puts us through all this when we did not even ask for this. Why must god put to test things he knows we're weakest at. Just how many of us are versatile when it comes to friendship ? To switch a friend to another then to another. Just how many of us ? Questions with no answers....
Let's move on.
Today school was as per usual.
The same old cold war treatment.
Dance was tiring.
We're almost done.
We're there.
Left with a few more eights and brush up on synchro and energy with some modifications here and there.
yeah.
Dear lovebird pit,
i'm sorry for not doing anything except for a hug.
I did not know what to do.
I feel so useless.
I know i was.
It's great to hear you're feeling better.
Everyday i pray to god that you and him will last forever.
I seriously do.
Though i know me and him are not on good terms,
i hope you'll still last forever.
ily!
Dear lovebird freakozap,
thanks for letting me know that you appreaciate me.
Thanks for writing on your personal recount about me.
Thanks alot!
ily!
Dear kyms,
thanks for the listening ear.
ily!
im sorry for those harsh words and sorry for just walking away like some fucker. im sorry.im missing people!
gawsh!
im done !
BYE!