Thursday, March 01, 2007
10:09 PM
i cant explain this feeling.
i think about it everyday.
and even though we've moved on.
it gets so hard to walk away.you showed ur perfection;
But at the back of my mind,
its just confusion.
u shot me down with your words.
but all i did was to keep shut.
i did not even dodge.
i just took the blow.
all you kept saying was
my negativity.
is my life full of complications.
where everything gets so messed up ?
this is just a question i need question.
why is the world a big question mark without answer.
is this just a test of judgement from god
to see how much patience i have ?
is it normal for me to be afraid ?
am i inhuman ?
am i self centred ?
is this my liability ?
nobody compared to you in my life.
now when i try tp run and chase you.
its getting rather late.
looking at the speed ure walking.
i am panting left with no breath.
would u remember me in future ?
this heavy eyes.
its getting heavy by the days.
im impressed of how much ive gone through.
every morning i drag myself out of bed
with this painful eyes.
just how and what u want me to do ?
when we're sitting somewhere at a deserted place,
nothing else took place
except tears.
u knew.
i knew.
i know.
but u just knew.
i will know.
but u oni knew.
you need me ?
ill still be there for you.
im so like a cotton shirt for you to use huh ?
or rather for YOU GUYS to use huh ?
go one and BITCH about me all you want.
guess what ?
i dont care.
see the difference in me.
and dont come to me crying.
have problems ?
u come to me.
solved ?
and u run away.
great life isn't it ?
THIS IS A ROUTINE OF MY LIFE.
and i try my very best to accept it.
to even think a bestie would do that to me.
just what is god putting me through.
and to think that this will lead me to this
situation.
or am i repaying for my sins i made ?
i dunnoe.
just
LEAVE ME ALONE thats all.
=)).
tankiew.
are you acting to be there.or are you acting like you care ?or are you trying to be there?Labels: torn n tattered.