Wednesday, March 07, 2007

8:22 PM

hurt-ed;

hey there.
todae was kinda a weird day i can say.
i was really feeling terrible the whole dae.
seriously.
but when i was sad,
they just made me go CRAZY!

alot happened.
and happens.
sometimes, u wouldve bin through ups and downs with your bestie.
but u wunt knoe u may part one dae.
u may not knoe that it not true after all.
u may not knoe ur bestie hates u afterall.

alright.
seriously speaking.
i wanna confess.
theres this person.
who like JUST hurt me.
i will name the person BESTIE.
bestie, is a great person.
well.
i dunnoe .
but sumtink in me tells me that bestie hates me.
i noe.
i feel it.
i think theres this feeling of HATRED against me.
with the looks,
and actions.
hmmmf.
nevermind.
like i said,
U DUNT NID ME ANYMORE RIGHT ?
im sorry for stepping into ur lives.
i want u to noe i LOVE U.
and ud forever be someone special to me.

amirul syahmi bin kamal

thanks for making me feel great just now.
thanks yah ?
rmb,
we haf an agreement.
thanks yah !

to someone out there:
i want u to knoe.
u were great all this while.
i knoe im at fault.
i noe i suck.
i noe im useless.
i noe i wanna win.
i noe im egoistic.
i noe i always do things my way.
i noe i cant take jokes
and i want others to take jokes.
i noe i attract attention.
i noe im very self centred.
i noe im not a good friend.
i noe each day i do something to make u mad.
i noe im an extravaganza in ur life.
i noe im no one to rule ur life.
i noe u got other friends who u call them TRUE.
i noe our friendship is gonna last here.
i noe that we're gonna let go of hands now.
before u take step back, let me take a step back.
i noe u hate me since the day i scolded you.
i noe im so naggy.
i noe u tink im not sincere.
i noe u im irritating.
i noe im a jerk.
i noe im a walking dog.
i noe u were great.
i noe u wanted to kill me.
i noe im trying to break through u two.
I NOE!

im sorry for stepping into your lives.
im sorry for caring.
im sorry for hurting you.
im sorry for being egoistic.
im sorry for doing things my way.
im sorry for not being able to take jokes.
im sorry for attracting attention.
im sorry for being self-centred.
im sorry for not being a good friend.
im sorry each day i do something to make u mad.
im sorry for being a extravaganza in ur life.
im sorry our friendship is gonna last here.
im sorry for being so naggy.
im sorry for being irritating.
im sorry for being a jerk.
im sorry for being a walking dog.
im sorry for making u think that im trying to break through u two.
IM SORRY!

all this while,
thanks for being there for me.
i really thank you alot.
for being a great friend and bro/sis.
but ive bin useless and such an ass.
please.
im sorry.
forgive my sins.
i hope u soar in life and make it big.
sorry for not being by ur side.
sorry for caring.
im really sorry.
please dunt mind me when i tear.
cos i dedicate them to you.
i really want u to knoe that uve been great all this while.
I LOVE U!
im definitely gonna miss u forever when weve ended our friendship.

i give my heart to you.
i give my heart, cos nothing can compare in this world to you.

im definitely gonna feel alone without u by my side.

TAKE THAT GUN AND PULL THAT TRIGGER;

im out!

im not gonna tell or reveal who this person is.
please dunt ask.
but i believe the person would noe who is it him/herself.
love u!

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Apparently, like what one of my love always point out to me. People use this space to brag about how great god's creation is or telling the world how much they detest their own race or religion or even start whining about how much they hate their ugly girlfriend or boyfriend. I find it rather weird though. If that's the case, it defeats the title man! How saddening to see them use illiterate brans with no enzyme juices to be squeezed out because it seems to be typical man! Gosh! Anyhow, judge me for yourself.

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