Friday, March 16, 2007
1:03 AM
hope you're there.
A spark for a birthday is much appreaciated.
Coincedently,
i had a crew outing on my birthday.
Which possibly ended an our ago.
Thanks CKN5 for making my birthday a great one.
Thanks for the sabotage and birthday cakes.
And of course, the bowling session.
After putting this aside,
the real thing that brought my birthday a spark
was
Muhd Asy'ari Bin Saleh.Oh well,
thank you for the listening ear.
thanks for being there when no one was.
u are one i envy and would love to look up to.
I just hope and pray you won't be like those
other people who just walk in and out of my lifes,
leaving me a SCAR and not a footprint in my heart.
you were the spark of today.
Let me say this the first time.
I LOVE YOU!
You're great.
THANKS ALOT!
i hope ud be there.
i hope i can help you in those stuffs you told me about.
Work's been hectic.
What's work without a tinge of pain here and there.
Let me put it this way.
To have a sweet outcome,
a sour and bitter start off is expected.
hmmmm.
I dont find things that spectacular,
but its just this way.
In random,
when i reached home 10 minutes ago,
and i glanced through my house and something
just caught my attention
and snapped me outta my 'tired world' u can say.
Its a card i got on valentines day.
It's really sweet to get cards on valentines day
just for people to let you know that
they appreaciate you and love you for who you are.
It's really sweet yet can get you in some lost and confused
state with just some words which people give it to you
and let go at another point of time.
Of course,
i would like to thank everyone for the presents
and wishes.
It is much appreaciated.
It is appreaciated much more than you can expect.
Let's let go of all these casual stuff and
move on to something more formal.
I'm not petty or anything,
but i think some of my friends took their stand
and decided to let go of my hands.
I guess i can't force these things and let it be.
Though, im not healing.
I guess time will do the job.
You might not have said it,
but your actions show it someway or another actually.
I would like to tell these people,
thanks for being there all these while.
And that you guys were great.
Definitely, an apology for any mistakes
or heartbreaking moments.
Till here we managed to last.
I did not move on to another world cos i got someone else to look up to.
But it seems that you guys wanted it this way.
So there you go.
Before i end this post,
i lastly want to thank one person again.
Muhd Asy'ari bin Saleh.
youre great!
sorry for being
emotional and
sensitive.
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thanks.
Till here i can post.
Keep tagging.
Bye!