Monday, February 19, 2007
7:16 PM toturous;
I MISS ZUL IBRAHIM BIN MUSTAFA!
im not recovering.
instead im becoming worst.
my tears aint stopping.
they're rolling n strolling.
down my cheeks.
i would never want t olet u knoe
how much u mean to me.
u are one of the reasons
why i left my loved one
behind.
both of em.
this toturous moment.
i hope u knoe this one day.
just one day.
without me telling.
i dunt think u knoe how much i care.
i am willing and daring to swear.
each time i step to work.
i tear before anything.
cos ur presence lingers and
illusions starts playing.
i cant take this no more.
it pierces.
I SWEAR!
i hope this time would pass.
i cant stand this anymore.
i feel like running away.
running away far from u.
so that i wont hafta miss u
for the other camps and stuffs.
but i cant seem to.
like i said..
u cant bake a cake without flour.
thats how vital u are for me.
furthermore.
im really scared and i nid to haf a
talk to you.
seriously.
now i dont knoe wad to do.
FCUKSHITS !
urgh.
tears;
im out !