Sunday, December 03, 2006

10:57 PM

emotional breakdown.

movement of the sea.
movement of the sky.
movement of the animals.
but im not moving on.

when i got to know that you wanted that person.
it pierced.

i wanted to tell my friends about you today.
but it turned out otherwise.

i wanted to tell them how i felt.
but it turned out otherwise.
then afterall.
it was my fault.
they blamed me for everything.

yes.
i dunt knoe how u feel.
but i at the most least noe
a bit of wad ure feeling.
but do u a single bit BOTHER at the
first place ?

friends are important to you?
thats good.
but i guess TRUE friend suck to you.
fine.

perhaps somethings wrong with me.

and a friend asked me if im okay or not.
once i signed in at MSN.
even if i am or not.
i still haf to say i am.

cos even if i say im not.
i dunt think ud bother right?

problems of ur own unsettled.

its not the same.
its not like it was before.
i lost one.
after a while another one.
now ive lost 2.

im scared.
im really scared.

are all of you acting like u care?
but why.
u dun hafta act.

or if u really care,
then why stab me.

like i said, pull the trigger.
pull out the stabbed knife.

it pains.

*Myself

Apparently, like what one of my love always point out to me. People use this space to brag about how great god's creation is or telling the world how much they detest their own race or religion or even start whining about how much they hate their ugly girlfriend or boyfriend. I find it rather weird though. If that's the case, it defeats the title man! How saddening to see them use illiterate brans with no enzyme juices to be squeezed out because it seems to be typical man! Gosh! Anyhow, judge me for yourself.

Sunday, December 03, 2006

*Myself

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*SORROW