Sunday, November 26, 2006

11:10 PM

pierce;

in far distance.
i see a road.
a never ending road.
this pain.
deep inside.
is not leaving.
i should have just ended it.

everything seems to be wrong.
ever since i started hating myself.
ever since.
i dunnoe.

my life has bin upside down.
can somebody turn the happy machine on.
i want to be happy.
i dunt wanna be hurt
i dun wanna suffer.

im still enduring.

i would like to thank huda n athirah.
for wadeva reasons i noe u noe.

wad isit that im not happy about.
im not happy about myself.

i tear my heart open.
my weakness is that i care too much.

ahhhhh.

to all friends: i love u and miss u.

*Myself

Apparently, like what one of my love always point out to me. People use this space to brag about how great god's creation is or telling the world how much they detest their own race or religion or even start whining about how much they hate their ugly girlfriend or boyfriend. I find it rather weird though. If that's the case, it defeats the title man! How saddening to see them use illiterate brans with no enzyme juices to be squeezed out because it seems to be typical man! Gosh! Anyhow, judge me for yourself.

Sunday, November 26, 2006

*Myself

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