Wednesday, November 15, 2006

3:07 AM

pain.

everythings my fault.
im never right.
im always wrong.
its not only person.
its people.
they hate me.
they ALL hate me.

i would hold u in my arms.
i would take the pain away.
thank u for all uve done.

its hard for me to say good bye.
FUCK IT.
now the trust is gone.
the pain is back.
the love is gone.
hatred is right back.

yah.
everythings is a misunderstanding.
im never right.
im always wrong.
why is this feeling always no there.
the feeling of how it was before.
when i felt like going school.
EVERY single day.

the feeling of waiting for every single outing.
EVERY single outing.
now i feel so helpless.
im immune to all feelings.
i dunt noe why.
i dunt noe what im feeling.

i din expect this to happen.
bet no one did.
why is fate doin this?
isit because of my sins.
or is fate tryin to deprive me of all
my besties.
im tottaly oblivious.
im oblivious to whats happenin.
now im the oh-so-farkkin-emotional
person.

FUCK!!
i hate my life.
urgh!
im feeling so terrible.
i cant help this.
why cant no one trust me.
FRIENDS.
PARENTS!!!
AHHH!.
i hate them.
i hate everyone.

*Myself

Apparently, like what one of my love always point out to me. People use this space to brag about how great god's creation is or telling the world how much they detest their own race or religion or even start whining about how much they hate their ugly girlfriend or boyfriend. I find it rather weird though. If that's the case, it defeats the title man! How saddening to see them use illiterate brans with no enzyme juices to be squeezed out because it seems to be typical man! Gosh! Anyhow, judge me for yourself.

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

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