Monday, November 06, 2006
3:32 PM
pain-ed;
im tired.
im exhausted.
its pain.
mentally and physically.
werk.
friends.
problems.
everything.
i want this to all stop spinning.
i want to stand firm.
i dun wanna remain like this forever.
i noe tearing doesnt help.
but it makes me feel better.
even screaming.
screaming out loud wont help
but it makes me feel better.
nothing compares to this.
feeling better doenst give me a solution.
that habit i started wont gimme a solution.
it onli makes my environment hate me more.
people hate me.
i noe that.
its not like it was before.
i just hope everythings turns out the same.
i feel the difference in behaviour towards me.
isit me ?
or isit reality ?
is this all a dream ?
i dunnoe.
but i hope everyone wont complain
that im too emotional.
im sorry.
but u either accept me for who i am.
or you hate me all you want.
its hard.
very hard.
im tired already.
im really exhausted.
im enduring.
im persisting.
im grinning .
im controlling.
im punching.
im tearing.
im screaming.
and im still waiting....
for everything to turn out well.
for everything to be like it was before.
apakah lagi yang kau mahu.tak cukupkah mengorbananku ?sacrifises i made just for you.
im trying to listen to you.
but do i haf a choice.
u dun let me care fer u.
u dun let me help u.
all u let me do is to stare at you.
all u let me do is to tear for you.
why?
it was better like it was.
it was much better before.
i dunnoe.
maybe u din like it.
maybe u din like me.
maybe u still dun like me.
but i dunnoe.
maybe ive hurt you to much.
it all is in pieces right now.
pierce.
it pierces.
right through me.
real deep.
im enduring.
im really enduring.
i just suck.
i noe i suck.
FUCK!
to HELL with me.
im a jerk.
I SUCK.
fuck with yasins life.
YASIN SUCKS.
too all my friends.:
8 letters. 3 words. 1 meaning.
i love you.
takkaire.
tears;
yasin sucks.