Sunday, October 22, 2006
2:26 PM
worri-ed;
loads of things happened yesterday.
firstly i would like yo apologise to
ZUL IBRAHIM FROM CLASS 2F OF KSS.
INDEX NO. 41
im sorry.
for anything.
everything.
i didnt mean to.
but i dunoe.
emotions took over me.
i dunnoe.
for somewhat i noe
ure hurt.
for somewhat i noe
im wrong.
but ive already punised myself.
haiz.
haak-dushh.
yasin sucks!
right next.
todae werked at 6.30 am.
haiz,
first do opening.
then arranged stock.
which is like SO tiring.
haiz.
then it striked arnd 11+ nearing to 12.
i felt as though something was wrong.
something was telling me
my friend was feeling terrible.
something was telling me
that my friend was not alright.
i was feeling very terrible.
iwas super weak todae.
once i got this feeling that somethings wrong.
i got dizzy though i ate medicine.
no one knew it.
not even my werk frens.
so im worried.
super-uber worried.
i swear!
im right now feeling very weak.
todae i cried my LUNGS out.
tears tears tears non stop.
right now feeling giddy even after taking
medicine.
haiz.
my migrane has been getting worse.
but ive been enduring .
every night praying for my friends.
hoping theyd forget my mistakes.
hoping everything would be mended.
hoping theyd let me help.
i feel like im being squashed and cornered by 4
walls.
ive a feeling im losing my friends.
haiz.
tears.
im so afraid.
if anything happens.
how am i gonna take the blow.
i noe smtinks gonna happen.
i gotta stop it before its too late.
i love u.
that ultimate friend.
that sweet friend.
that great friend.
that true friend.
id never want to let u go.
trust me.
u always give in to me though im in the mistakes.
u always say smth nice at the end of the dae to make me feel better,
i hope u forgive me ?
u rawk!
aites. so everythings been rather messy.
hope id get out of this mess soon.
real soon.
i swear that im scared.
im worried.
all for my friend.
i hope everything turns out alright.
takkaire of urself my friend.
wherever u are right now.
just want u to noe.
rather than thinking of family everytime,
u're the one in my head.
cos its hard for me to accept the fact to see u groaning
in pain in front of me and stuffs.
alright.
right now .
im off.
tears;
i love u;
takkaire.
yasin.