Monday, October 30, 2006
3:02 PM
tragedies;
I see your face with every punch I take,and every bone I break, it's all for you.And my worst pains are words I cannot say,still I will always fight on for you.i realise life has still got to move on.
waiting for the time.
i rather wait for the time and go with the flow.
everyone told me to fight on.
everyone told me to endure.
but i guess its time i hafta stop doing this.
so it is.
everytime people come to my blog
to see whats happening in my
oh-so-farkking-hurtful-boring life.
and they get so freaking turned off.
due to the same concept of blogging.
like what can i do.
the most i can do is to smile.
it hurts.
alot.
but i sure noe that its never gonna heal.
unless something happens.
but of course im not gonna tell .
everyone's been asking me why
i let it affect me so much.
the answer is there are treasurable moments.
if ure really sincere, i am sure you
would haf been facing this kinda stuffs.
im utterly sure.
i gave up alot.
i gave in alot.
in the end i ended up getting hurt.
ouch.
how saddening .
is that what you're thinking.
hah.!
let ur mindset think whatever you want.
cos i dun care.
and i dun mind.
this is nothing to me at this point of life.
life is wonderful.
dont you think ?
it puts us through great moments.
then shoot us with that gun and pulls us down
in one shot of agony.
pain.
tragedy.
its funny when i tried to think positive.
cos i noe it is all dreams that are not gonna come true.
i am sure that people will have lots to say abouit me.
mso be it.
i dun care .
and u dont matter.
all i noe right now is that.
the wurld is turning me down.
for all of the reasons i can find.
it always happens this way.
thats all for now.
gudbye and so long.
for all the pain i suffered.
fer all the tears i shed.
i guess it also comes to a same ending.
to all of my friends: it may always be hard tof ind true friends. so treasure it.