Tuesday, September 26, 2006
12:51 PM
hurt-ed;
hey.
todae school was okay as usual.
it was okay till i got to noe that
zul hasnt stopped his habit.
FUCK!
and zul has been hiding from me.
he wouldnt have told me unless i aked him.
URGH!.
alright.
so. he was fuck-edUP with me.
I GUESS.
then i cant be bothered and tottaly lose hope.
during art i really HURT him like SHIT!
he told me that.
there i go feeling guilty.
yeah yeah.
it was my fault.
IM SORRY AITES?
so then during art my teacher was FUCKING irritating.
fuck him sia.
thank god i was fasting.
or id have blown.
thanks to ilyas's dialougue.
' ngah puasa nie yasin. mengucap ..'
haha.
so then i had history extra lesson during
common test free period.
AHHHHHH!.
its tottaly confusing.
then riiiiiiiiing the bell rang.
weeeeeee!
duhh.
leaving my bag in the class
i went to the bench at 3I there.
sasha,sharyfah,yasmin,raihana,salmah n iliyana was there.
then i tok tok for a while.
then i go lepaks with them.
cos malay guys had RAP.
some motivational workshop.
then lepaks with them.
JUST before zul went to the workshop
he ran to the library JUST to tell me to read his blog.
wen i read his blog, AHHHHHHH!
touching sak !
hahahahha.
then after that wen the RAP people released alr,
we all plan where to go.
then all plan go macs.
but end up onli 4 people go macs.
mie,halim,fairuz n zul.
athirah n liyana was there but went back after a while.
then we started talking about martial arts.
from silat to muay thai to karate to everything.
hahaha.
then we talk and see time it was alr 6.30.
so all go back.
brfore i get out of macs, zul said sorry to me.
and say he'd try.
THATS the spirit.
yupps.
so i came back.
then buke puasa.
then chat with syahmi then FELT super guilty.
for not helping him.
sorry syahmi.
=)).
then saw singapore idol.
and.......
HADY won!!!!!!!!!!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
yay-ness.
and here i am.
guess today was a great day.
the fact that zul said sorry to me made me feel great.
i would also like to apologise to him.
cos im sure i made him angry as well.
takkaire zul!
thanks for being there for me always.
Cause’ I feel so madI feel so angryFeel so carelessSo lost confusedFeel so cheepSo used unfaithfulLet's start overLet's start over.