Saturday, August 12, 2006
7:33 PM
I HATE MYSELF !
missing people again.
haiss. it was all my fault.
it would have been better.
watever it is.
i still think its my fault.
if it wasn't me then everything
would have been in place.
all in the right place.
SCARS;
scars never dissapeared.
it kept coming.
one on top of another.
PAIN;
it pierced.
i beared.
this time harder.
i beared with it.
another time.
with full force.
i looked away.
TEARS;
i cried.
kept crying.
i tell people to get up.
not to sit down there.
but i myself cant get up.
thats how my tears affected me.
im sorry everybody.FEELING TERRIBLE !
what do i say.
what do i do ?
any answers ??
so many questions with no answers ??
even i myself cant answer this questions i set
then what about you ??
is life just like that ??
or isit bcos of love and affection ??
or just WAD IS IT ?!
ZUL said sorry to ME?
aint i the fault ??
then why say sorrie to me ?
im to apologise .
not him.
but why did he ?
wont u feel terrible too ??
i dont know about you.
but friends are a important part of my life
important people of my life.
LOVE. is what i show to my friends.
i love my surrounding.
why is everybody making me feel like this ?
what did i just do to get this treatment ??
can i ask ??
even if i cant i would still want to know.
its just empty frames on the wall.
COS all my pictures are torn apart
already.
And we have gone through good and bad times.
But your unconditional love was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your loves always been true as can be.I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.
i am sorry everybody.
SORRY for everything and ANYTHING.
tears;