Monday, August 28, 2006
7:28 PM
friends;
alrite.
todae school was okay lar.
not that bad.
onli that i was feeling tired.
after school HELPED khair with fatin,zul.hehe.
after that we had rehearsel for
the teachers dae.
wee. did well.
but the melties i guess were
a bit stress just now.
its okay. take it slow u guys.
then went to mac.
i was happie as per normal.
i realise that my ADIK
showed me CARE,LOVE and CONCERN.
but i was the one who rejected .
cos i felt damn hurt abt him.
since he got those WILD friends.
was so freaking FUCKED up.
dunnoe why.
guess i just was too hurt.
like wtf right ?
he say now he's with a different person.
and he dont believe that i knew b4 him.
LIKE OBVIOUSLY HE WAS TRYING TO HIDE IT FROM ME !
how hurt could i get ?
ADIK could you please WAKE UP.
i am still trying to keep that love for you IN HEART.
BUT you just keep hurting me ON AGAIN AND AGAIN.
whatever it is, i hope we could turn back time
and be THE SAME close BROTHERS like
we were before. PLS ?
could you please do me that FAVOUR ?
i hope you.
i know he's not coming my blog and reading all these.
BUT i just vent it here.
i hope he changes.
come back home AND QUARREL WITH DAD!
URGH!
i am starting to hate my LYFE!
freak you MAN!
i freaking hate you.
urgh.
i dunnoe.
JUST SO STRESSED UP!
my studies is like SHIT!
can somebody just help mie.
guess i am just loving my surrounding.
not getting it back in return.
except the SOLIDS.
hehe.
anw.
TMR cant go see soccer.
cos got rehearsel again.
THE ELDDS so long sia their SKIT.
URGH!
and TMR KHAIR's BURFDAE !!!
hehehehe.
=(( guess it was too last minute fer me to buy
any presents.
anw he's happie i guess.
hehehe... u know wad im talking abt right ?
thats all for todae i guess.
adik, its still not too late.u still got time.PLS? i beg of you from my tears.i really mean it.for me ?pls ?i dont care what you think about me.HATE ME ALL U WAN.but i still love you. pls?LOVE YA !take care everybody.!