Saturday, July 30, 2005

11:57 AM

~i swear~

hey guyz.. am feeling really down.... i mean like.... i just wish realli hard that i led a different life.... everione asking me .. what is rong .. wad is rong... but i cant tell ... cos its personal home matters... but thanks for caring guys.... seriously..... i mean i have been hurt a ton of time man.... haixz.... actualli i noe that i am being hated... i noe that i am a freak... right... well i dun blame you guys fer hating me.. cos thats me.. i am a stock for people to scold at.... haixz... cant beleive it... i am trying my bez to change and i am not appreciated at the most little..... please man.... might as well i dun change....

thats it man .... i tried to stop carving on my hand.,... but den see wad happen ?? i start back... so sir yee sheng.... if you are reading this.. i just cant stop ..y ??? cuz i am to hurt and have too many problems to .... yeah.... haixz.. sorrie fer this sad entry... i guess i am just not readi to be happie.. ha .. the bez thing is dat a lot people sae i look like i dun haf problem....... juz bcos i entertain them with jokes .... but .. nah u people dun understand... haishh... hmmz.... i am like ... i dunnoe any other words to describe my life.... leading a dammit freaking life.. i rather end it here..... ha.. u may be wondering y am i such a freaking emo freak.... well.... i dunnoe... i guess that is just me.... if u hate me .. sorrie.... but i am just me and being myself... so i cant help it....

but definitely u can hate me all you wan.... cuz y .... i am a freak.... scold me all u wan .... i am the culprit fer everythink .... yah .. me .. me .. me .. i am de one.....

guys rite i wanna go off readi... os .. yeah.. that it fer todae.. sorrie fer not updating about my camp.. i promised to .. but sorrrie...

*Myself

Apparently, like what one of my love always point out to me. People use this space to brag about how great god's creation is or telling the world how much they detest their own race or religion or even start whining about how much they hate their ugly girlfriend or boyfriend. I find it rather weird though. If that's the case, it defeats the title man! How saddening to see them use illiterate brans with no enzyme juices to be squeezed out because it seems to be typical man! Gosh! Anyhow, judge me for yourself.

Saturday, July 30, 2005

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